Waiting has become a habit
A habit I’m beginning to enjoy
One that I look forward to
And one that is becoming a part of my life
The end result of this wait, though unknown
The process, though full of pain and anxiety
It is giving me joy unbound
I’m afraid that I’m gradually getting addicted to it
This addiction, I don’t know, for how long it’s been there, but for now
It is taking me to the places unseen
It is telling me the tales unknown
It is making me feel the unfelt
All at once! But.. how? I don’t know!!
I know, I very well know, that this is not what I’m here for
But I’m being carried away by the fantasies of this fairy land, forgetting what I’m waiting for
Its consequences frighten me
Because I know this wait will not prolong long
Before I know it will be over
And the fantasies I’ve experienced will all be gone
The present, the reality and the truth will strike me hard on my head
And I will regret it, all along in the voyage called life till I reach my death bed!!!
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